Thursday, August 30, 2012

Entropy

Confused emotions right now. Second chances have evaporated because we couldn't get on the same page long enough to do anything. Instead we did what I hate about us most: we dithered around, talked it all sideways, hemmed, hawed, extrapolated, worried, waffled and did nothing.

We looked at this opportunity and instead of taking it, we slid back into the homogenous mass that is the rest of the world. We refused to stand out, to be different, to do what most people wouldn't dream of doing. Instead we played it safe, chose the easy road; when in doubt, we didn't.

All I have in my cup right now is anger and shame. Oh, and frustration. Lots of that.

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