Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Day Two...

of my extended panic attack.

I think if we would just make an actual decision here, I would feel better. Right now I am overwhelmed with the what ifs. Also I haven't eaten today which is making me shaky and I am sleeping poorly, which is making me the Wicked Witch of the West.

What if we buy this huge house (and that's huge by my standards, not by anyone else's. It's only the size of one floor of my parents' house) and I am still the disorganized moron I am here? Who am I kidding...I will definitely be disorganized, only I will no longer have the excuse of Not Enough Space.

A thwacking big tranquilizer would not come amiss right now, just to stop my brain.

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